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07 June 2009 @ 09:29 pm
Title: My Heart Draws A Dream!
Author: earnestinberlin
Theme: 25. Holiday D:
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: MiyavixBou (main)
Band[s]: Solo Miyavi, Antic Cafe
Disclaimer: I don’t own them. I am not associated with them and no I don’t sleep with any of them.
Comments: omg. WRONG THEME. D: Why must I be so obsessive compulsive and follow the themes accordingly? D:
Summary: Bou is your not so average cross dressing student who has been going to Holy Garden University for the last two (and a half!) years. All he wants (and needs) is a quiet life and to finally graduate from the horrid school he’s been forced to attend.

Not going to happen to this cross dresser.

Chapitre Un
Chapitre Deux
Chapitre Trois
Chapitre Quatre
Chapitre Cinq
Chapitre Six
Chapitre Sept (Bonus Chapter)
Chapitre Huit
Chapitre Neuf
Chapitre Dix
Chapitre Onze
Chapitre Douze
Chapitre Treize
Chapitre Quatorze
Chapitre Quinze
Chapitre Seize
Chapitre Dix-sept
Chapitre Dix-Huit
Chapitre Vingt
Chapitre Vingt-et-un
Chapitre Vingt-deux
Chapitre Vingt-Trois (Bonus Chapter Again!)
Chapitre Vingt-Quatre

You’re making grave enemies

Those words were on loop inside the ore-sama’s head now more than ever and he finally realized why. He’s heard about the Takarai family, how young the clan is yet how powerful and how they’re starting to plague a good part of big cities here in Japan.

Miyavi took one huge gulp of air as he found the house.

What did he to them? He doesn’t remember even encountering anyone near to this family and from how he’s seen it, the only son of this clan is too old to go to school. As he parked his car right outside the front, there was already a woman out waiting for him expectantly. She greeted him in that sombre polite manner, leading him inside the house and off to his doom.

Maybe this is karma, trying to get back at him. This is what he got for beating up people over and over and over. He sighed and bit his lip while he followed the woman, watching her bun up hair before looking back down at the floor. He kept clenching and unclenching his fist, it didn’t fully take away the fear but it helped calm him down. Just as long as Bou was safe, he wouldn’t really mind.

If he’s going to die tonight, he might as well make sure that his boy... girlfriend was at least going to come out here alive.

“You are on your own from here” the woman said as she led him to a room.

If Miyavi believe in a god, he would be praying right now. He would wonder how on earth did this happen to him, and in the end he would drive away all his selfish thoughts take another step forward and feel his heart beating just way too fast in his chest.

He loves Bou so much.

He opened the door and stepped inside the room, and his eyes widened in horror.


Yoshiki was near tearing his hair out of his head, he couldn’t believe Gackt. He really couldn’t believe that bastard, from how Yoshiki sees fit, that man knew all along. Why didn’t he tell any of them? Why did he keep it to himself? Was there something going on between him and that Takarai head that he couldn’t tell them? And what did Miyavi to the head that got him so geared to hurt Miyavi, even bringing himself to do the job? From where Yoshiki stands, nothing seems to fit and puzzle just seems to keep getting confusing with each added piece.

He and Sugizo already met up and so far they have no idea as to where the ore-sama could be. The blond was pacing back and forth outside his car while Sugizo tried to get as much of his contacts to tell him where that Doi Hachirou could be.

“Why would he go to the all trouble?” the redhead asked in a desperate voice after making his calls. He looked about and thought of calling Miku, but then didn’t do it. He didn’t want to give that other boy anything to worry about, he sighed and looked at Yoshiki who was trying to think of all the reasons why a head of the next rising yakuza would go to the trouble of getting Miyavi.

“I don’t know” Yoshiki shook his head, “Nothing fits here, Sugizo... I know for a fact that apart from this little stunt the current head did, no one from his family goes to Holy Garden. Well... none of we know anyway”

“It must be a personal reason” the redhead said while he fiddled with his phone mindlessly, “What kind of Oyabun would do something like this? If he was a real Oyabun, he didn’t have to go the trouble of dressing himself up. Miyavi is nothing but a small fry... I mean, honestly”

“I know, that’s why this doesn’t make sense at all...” he went stopped pacing right in front of Sugizo and looked down at him with a small thoughtful glance, “You... You think it has something to do with Gackt?”

“We’ll look for reasons later... let’s just try to calm down, take a deep breath... think of all the possible places Miyavi could be now” Sugizo said, looking up at his friend. He was sitting by his driver’s seat. He looked about, at the sky and closed his eyes, “Where would a young and happy trippy Yakuza head take a bastard of Miyavi’s magnitude?”

“Well seeing as we have nothing” Yoshiki rolled his eyes, and put his hands over his hips, “We don’t have a lead... what are we going to do?”

“I... Let’s see... They can’t be at school, that’s one obvious thing” Sugizo tried to supply some sort of answer. The sun beside them was slowly setting, the orange in the skies stained with little bits of red while they continued to think of where else their friend and his cross dressing boyfriend be.

“Well thank you for pointing out the obvious” Yoshiki near sneered at the redhead who just sighed and shook his head.

“Look.... maybe we could find out where Bou is... I mean, let me give his best friend a call?”

Yoshiki didn’t really seem to see the significance but he shrugged his shoulders and let his friend do his thing. Even against his previous judgement, Sugizo dialled Miku’s number, he didn’t really want to let the brunette go all panic mode but there was nothing else he can do. He waited for a while before someone finally picked up and a sweet cheery Hello greeted him.

“Um... Hi, Miku” Sugizo said, somehow feeling awkward for some reason. He tried to think of what to say wondering why his throat seemed dry all of a sudden.

“Sugizo! Hey...” Miku exclaimed in that same happy tone, “What’s up?”

“Uh... I was...” he cleared himself first before finally constructing a sentence in his head, “I was wondering, do you know where Bou went? Me and Yoshiki are looking for him right now and-”

There was silence at first and then, and that small voice on the other end picked up that little panicked tone, he sighed as the other started his own small rant “What? What do you mean? Did something happen to Bou-chan? What is it-”

“Please... we just need to know” Sugizo said, carefully threading, not telling wasn’t exactly lying and he didn’t want to scare Miku, “Did he go out today?”

“Well... yeah, he did, he... had to go his friend’s house to give some homework” Miku replied with his eternal worry, “I... please, did something happen? Can you tell me?”

“Don’t worry, Liebe” Sugizo smiled against the phone, teasing the brunette on the other end of the line as if in some attempt to stop him from worrying, “It’s nothing we can handle so don’t you worry your pretty little self and leave it all to us”

Miku didn’t say anything, didn’t know what to say as listened carefully to the playboy’s words. In his and Bou’s shared apartment, he nodded his head and clutched his cell phone as if it was some sort lifeline and nodded his head, “I... I trust you guys... If... If something bad happened... please...”

“Don’t worry, okay?” the redhead reassured him and with that, they both reached some sort of agreement and both of them clicked off shut.

“Well?” Yoshiki asked expectantly, “Where did Bou go?”

Sugizo smiled a little bit and looked up at his friend, “If we can find out the address of Hideto Takarai’s house then we’re basically ready to go”


Takanori smiled at him, as if he knew very well what he was about to do. That small face of him sparkling with the understanding that he never knew his brother was capable of. The brunette was almost stunned when he realized that he didn’t have to explain anything to him anymore. The boy with the blond highlights in his hair raised a key in his hand and into the other’s face.

“Well? What are you waiting for?” Takanori smirked.

And Tetsu couldn’t help but laugh, take the keys from the other’s hand sped off while the sound system above their heads called out for the passengers of a certain plane that was supposed to go New York.


“You fucking let go of Bomb shell!” Miyavi couldn’t help himself as he darted forward; it was that fucking Doiha boy. That supposedly friend of Bou’s at school, without his dorky glasses and awkward posture, wearing some sort of evil grin on his face while hit Bou across the face. He forgot his current situation and tried to get as close to the blond as he can. All he heard was that small whimper from Bou and he couldn’t help it as he lost all form of control.

He was going to take another step forward when he felt himself being grabbed from behind and before he knew it he received a punch of his own right across his face. He was going to retaliate and fight back, but another strong hit aimed at his stomach and he was crippled. The tall ore-sama didn’t know what to do as he clutched himself, trying to get some sort of upper hand in the circumstances but a few more jabs and he was spitting out blood.

Bou was screaming the whole time as he watched his boyfriend being beaten right in front of him.

Hyde turned away from Bou for a moment so he can watch the tall ore-sama being beaten. It continued on for a few a minutes, but to the two victims it was all going so slow. Bou didn’t care if he was going to go hoarse and he didn’t care if Doiha or Hyde or whatever they wanted to call him hits him. He couldn’t stand what he was seeing, “Please... Hyde... whatever! Please stop, no... Don’t hurt Miyavi, please”

The raven haired boy rolled his eyes at Bou’s pleading face but he made his henchmen stop anyway. He looked over at the blond who hasn’t the tears sliding softly by the side of his eyes. Some part of him almost felt compassion, that look on his face and Hyde wanted to tear himself up all over again.

Why is Bou and Tetsu so fucking similar?

He turned away and moved closer to Miyavi, his two guards were standing dutifully on either side of the boy. Miyavi tried to lift himself up but couldn’t, his arms were too weak and his whole body was aching so badly, he couldn’t stand the pain. He secretly smiled to himself, so this is how it feels, huh? He coughed, put a hand over his mouth and when he pulled it away, he saw blood covering his palm. Bou managed to see that, and he couldn’t help but cry even harder while he softly tugged at his restraints.

Hyde turned to glare at Bou, who didn’t even notice the look being directed to him. He shook his head and looked back down at the once tall proud ore-sama, “So, how are we holding up there, hm?”

“Why... why?” he looked up, he still had some fight in him, but he wasn’t sure how long he could stand, “I... I... don’t... understand...”

“Well that’s just too bad, huh?” Hyde smiled in that disgusting manner, he went low and grabbed Miyavi’s hair, yanking his head back and watched as that bloody face frowned from the pain, “Well, ore-sama, want to know how it feels? To have your heart ripped out?”

Miyavi didn’t reply, just watched those grinning eyes scan his broken features. He wanted to raise a fist and ram it against Hyde’s face, payback for what he did to him and for what he made Bou go through. He wanted to fucking beat him up, for humiliating him like this, for letting his boyfriend see him in such pitiful position. Yet it seemed like the Oyabun has read his mind and without second thought, he pulled his head back by his hair, finally eliciting the moan of pain that he’s been wanting to hear for so long.

“You don’t know what you did to me... and thanks to you, he’s leaving me behind” Hyde hissed angrily in a low yet dangerous voice, “And I will make sure... what you go through tonight, you will understand the pain I feel. The jealousy I have to contain from seeing you so fucking happy when I know... you don’t deserve one minute of it. You don’t deserve someone who can love you...”

“What... what did I do to you?” Miyavi asked, seething hate and poison in his tone, “I... I don’t.... I don’t... even know who... you are...”

You made him leave” Hyde declared, pulling Miyavi back up on his feet, “You are paying the price”

“I don’t know what the fuck you’re talking about!” Miyavi screamed at the head and all he got in return was a laughing mad man.

“Of course, you think... You don’t know...” Hyde said while shaking his head. Even if he was shorter than Miyavi, he still had the upper hand in the situation and they all know that very well. He stepped back a bit, he looked at Miyavi who was trying his best to look strong for Bou and he couldn’t help but laugh again. The wonderful things love could do to human beings.

The love that drives you mad and the madness that it brings could knock down some of the basic senses most human beings have.

And he swears to God, Hyde thought to himself as he glanced one more time at Bou who was whispering to himself and closing his eyes. The blond wasn’t sure what to do, how to react and what to say. This was obviously something he doesn’t encounter every day. The raven haired boy looked at Miyavi and they glared daggers at each other before he said, “I’ll not touch your precious girlfriend on one condition”

Bou’s eyes went wide and he struggled, one more time he kicked his feet and tried to set himself free, “Miyavi! No! Don’t listen to him, run away! Please, don’t-”

“W-what?” the Ore-sama asked, his voice full of conviction and strength. He forced himself to turn away from the sight of his bounded love. He knows whatever Doiha will ask of him, it won’t be good, but if it means Bomb shell coming out unharmed then he’d rather take all the brunt of the other’s anger on him. He firmly stood on his ground.

“You. Do. Not. Move.” Hyde grinned almost manically, “Not one muscle”

Miyavi basically gawked at him for a while, he didn’t understand the command at first and that’s when his heart starting beating frantically against his chest. That’s when all the fear inside his body started to come alive. He stood there for about a few seconds, trying to understand but knowing full well what Hyde meant. He was scared.

It wasn’t for himself that he was scared of, it was for Bou. The thing was if this was a suicide mission, he wouldn’t have mind if the only strings to be detached tonight would only be his own. But that now the case, he was not alone. He was with someone, and even if he was the one who was going to receive all the blows and all the hits; Bou was there behind Hyde staring with horror glazed on his eyes while he crumbles and falls to ground.

... While he slowly dies.

And he didn’t want that, if only Bou wasn’t here at least this would’ve been easier. If he was going to die tonight, he didn’t Bou to see him being beaten all black and blue and bloody. He didn’t want the trauma forced on his boyfriend; he didn’t want him to go through life with these images stuck in his head. He knows they’re going to haunt him and he knows they’re going to hurt him each and every day.

“I... I don’t want Bou to... see this...” Miyavi requested in a small voice.

“No, Miyavi! Shut up!” the blond screeched, “I won’t let them take me away! You... please, Doiha... please...!”

“Oh god” Doiha couldn’t help but laugh, so fucking typical of them to be like. To at least save the other before the boat sinks down to the deep blue sea, “Do you really think I would listen to you? Really? Do you really think I’m going to just beat you up here? Do you know how boring that would be? No, Bou is staying put and he is going to see everything. That way... you will so fucking guilty... it will eat you alive”

“Are you going to kill me?”

“That’s the plan”

“No!” Bou shouted, “Miyavi, you fucking dumb ass! Shut the fuck up! Run! Get the fuck out of here! I can handle this shit! You fucking bastard!”

Miyavi closed his eyes and he swears he could almost see his life flash before him. The last week with Bou, walking at parks and actually going out on dates. The time they would eat ice creams until the blond complained he was starting to get a brain freeze. He didn’t want to cry in front of Bou, he was supposed to be strong for him. He bit his lower lip, and let the memories flood him for a moment.

He opened his eyes, grinned in that way only the ore-sama knows how, “Well, fucking bring it on”

The raven haired head laughed and snapped his fingers. Without hesitation, his two lackeys started beating Miyavi up.

“Doiha, what are you doing?!” Bou screamed as he tried to break free from his bounds, he stared in wide horror at what happening in front of him. Miyavi standing there in the middle, doing nothing while these two thugs started beating him, from the moment the first strike was given to the savage kicks and punches, all the blond could do was scream in horror pulling at his wrist, “No! Stop, don’t! Don’t hurt... Miyavi!” He cried, he wanted to close his eyes and turn away but he can’t as blood started to flow, and the once proud ore-sama was slowly going to the floor.

“Fucking stop it!” the raven haired student turned to the blond and slapped right across the face and tugged at his long blond hair “Do not think... that you have the right... to even address me, you fucking faggot!”

“Don’t! Don’t... you dare... touch him!” Miyavi shouted or tried to, reaching out to Bou who was starting to cry from pain and fear. Through his hazy vision, he could see that his little bomb shell was shivering even when he tried to show to everyone that he wasn’t scared.

“Why are you doing this?!” Bou screamed, “I thought... I thought we’re friends! You were happy for me! You wanted me to be with him! Why are you doing this?!”

“Because that... son of a bitch right there” Doiha said in a very small yet angry voice, he forced Bou to look at what has become of his strong boyfriend, on the floor and painted in the face with his own blood as the thugs looked at him for a while, “Took the one thing... that was supposed to be mine. He needs to fucking learn... and he has to pay for what he did to me!”

“I never even met you!” Miyavi cried out, he was going to swear again when a foot found itself hitting his stomach in a painful manner and he had to throw up more blood.

“But you still ruined my life! You fucking bastard! You ruined everything and now you have to pay for what you did to me!” he screamed, he looked at his two accomplices and motioned for them to continue hurting the ore-sama.

Bou tried to hit Doiha, fuming mad all over, “Stop it! He’s bleeding! Don’t do this! Doiha! Why?!”

“Didn’t I fucking tell you to stop calling me by that name!?” Doiha said and hit the blond again, “Every time I hear you call me that, I just want to fucking tear out your hair, you know that!? You little bitch, you don’t have the right to call me by that name! No one does!”

He couldn’t help himself; Hyde shook his head and laughed. Not knowing what and why he was doing what he doing. One more time, Gackt’s warning is coming back in his head that maybe he was slowly going to crazy. And then the image of his father inside his head, telling him he was weak and that if he keeps putting personal reason before his mind than he will lose everything he fought for.

Well fuck you, old man. Hyde told him back then. He will get what he wants, and what he wants right now is revenge.

“Don’t touch Bou!” Miyavi’s eyes flared and with every ounce of power left in his bones he pushed away the accomplices that were suddenly pushed away by the ore-sama’s adrenaline rush. He lifted his arm and was about to punch him when he heard a click.

Bou’s jaw dropped and he froze, Doiha without hesitation pointed a gun at the middle of his forehead. He looked unremorseful and without care, he looked mad but with a wide sick little smile over his face, “I don’t really care if you die right now, Bou-chan”

“Why you fucking-!” Miyavi gritted his teeth. His raised arm slowly put itself down and the adrenaline he felt before washed down.

“Touch me, and you’ll say good bye to him” Doiha said, his arm steady on Bou’s forehead, “I killed people before, killing him will be no different from them. If you still want you precious bomb shell breathing and alive to see tomorrow, you better stay put and be a good dog”

The ore-sama glared at Doiha, his face all bloody with his body broken in lots of places. Stinging pain running all over his form as one the henchmen grabbed him roughly by the arm and pulled him away from the two. He kept on staring at the raven haired boy, shooting daggers at him while trying to comprehend why the fuck he was doing what he was doing.

“Why?” Bou repeated again, “Don’t... I thought....”

“Are you fucking deaf?” Hyde asked, he looked down at Bou, “Are you just stupid? Did you not hear what I’ve been trying to tell you and your crazy boyfriend? He ruined my life, him! Bou-chan, he doesn’t deserve you! He doesn’t deserve anyone or anything at all! He’s fucking bad person and he should pay for all the things he’s done!”

“And you think you’re any different?”

Hyde’s brows furrowed and he didn’t know what to say. He was near snarling, his fun being interrupted. Who said that? With his face all set in a glare, he was about to scream and shout, get mad at the intruder who barged in on him while he was busy trying to show Miyavi who was boss. He turned around and then all that shitty feeling that he’s been holding back for such a long time came crashing down on him again.


Was the only thing the tall boy by the door said, standing there with a face Hyde never saw him wear before.

A/N: If it’s not a bother to ask but I was wondering. Just so you know; I felt the need to use Sugizo so called German heritage even for one line and thought, why not? XD

How did you guys stumble on this fic? How did you find it? Did somebody recommend it to you? Did you saw it in some fiction group or something? I’m really curious. I hope you all can answer. It would really mean a lot to me. ^^ Ah!

Hahaha, did you know I have like one somewhat half of the next chapter made? I wrote more in that than here. And just so you know... Theme #30 is Lust. ^^ I thought you all might be interested in this little fact. : D I know I am.
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xfoolishxxjust_a_foolx on June 7th, 2009 02:33 pm (UTC)
yay for your awesome updates ^-^

(also if I haven't already commented before I do love this fic ^-^)
earnestinberlin: yuki- Sexy alien XDDearnestinberlin on June 11th, 2009 11:37 am (UTC)
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^^ THank you! Now scurry off to the next chapter desu. ^^
eilonwe2eilonwe2 on June 7th, 2009 02:39 pm (UTC)
oh my GOD!!!! UPDATE!!! *tackles you!!!*

AHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!

oh, please tell me it's Tetsu to the rescue and Hyde's gonna get his crazy ass handed to him on a platter!

oh, wow this was just so womderful and disjointed and brutal and INSANE yup hyde is a FEW sodas short of a six pack right about now... man I love this fic!
earnestinberlin: tetsu- Um... i don't know how to explainearnestinberlin on June 11th, 2009 11:39 am (UTC)
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Hyde is a FEW sodas short of a six pack right about now..
And there was the violin one that got me loling so hard. Where the fuck do you get these lines woman?! 8D

eilonwe2eilonwe2 on June 12th, 2009 01:26 pm (UTC)
what can i say... I read alot and I have a strange mind! I'm glad I make you laugh...
earnestinberlin: Bou- All the girlies say~♥earnestinberlin on June 12th, 2009 01:36 pm (UTC)
By the way, I have a new and shiny fanfiction journal! Aaaaaddd eeeet!

cock_a_hoop69 cock_a_hoop69

Why does everyone hate my new journal? Waaaaah... only two people commented. Sigh. Sigh.
eilonwe2eilonwe2 on June 12th, 2009 01:43 pm (UTC)
earnestinberlinearnestinberlin on June 12th, 2009 01:37 pm (UTC)

eilonwe2eilonwe2 on June 12th, 2009 01:42 pm (UTC)
I have no idea, they pop into my head!
earnestinberlin: Mana- secretearnestinberlin on June 12th, 2009 01:48 pm (UTC)
Have you ever read Pablo Neruda? He has this one poem that I really like. I'll go get the link for you in a few minutes.

Well my idea for Hyde and Tetsu is that they are somewhat similar to Myv and Bou. Bah. But meh. >.>
eilonwe2eilonwe2 on June 12th, 2009 01:55 pm (UTC)
yeah, I kind of see that too, except that Hyde is a lot more messed up than Miyavi, like Bou intervened quicker than tetsu did or something. And I wonder if things can be fixed. Or maybe the 4 of them can work together to fix hyde? I don't know.. but the boy definitely needs help -- he's messed up for sure and doesn't even know how to explain himself. Like he could probably explain things to bou or to anyone else, but not to tetsu -- who's the ONE person who really needs the explanation.

but yeah, if you can get me the link that would be great. I've never heard of that poet. lord I need to go to bed. I've got to work tonight.
earnestinberlin: Haitsu- SURPRISE RAPE.earnestinberlin on June 12th, 2009 02:01 pm (UTC)
Aaah. Yeah. I kind of wanted hyde to be like that. I don't know. I guess I should do something about that.

And shit, I'm sorry if I'm keeping you up! I feel so bad but but here's the link by the way;

It's one of the most beautiful poems ever in my honest opinion and after you posted that thing on my last chapter, it reminded me that. ^^

fadgelikefudgefadgelikefudge on June 7th, 2009 02:49 pm (UTC)
O__O Oh holy hell. I.....I don't think I can leave a proper comment, my brain has left me.....That was awesome, and scary, and just...wow...
How did I find this amazing fic? I was lurking over at an An Cafe Fanfic community here at Lj trying to find a good chapter fic, and I kept passing this one so I read the summary and the first chapter and I was hooked =D
Lust?^_^ Oh la la
earnestinberlin: Bou- All the girlies say~♥earnestinberlin on June 11th, 2009 11:40 am (UTC)
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Haha! ^^ Amazing? Wah... Thank you. I feel very happy that you think my little love child is amazing. ^^

And yes. Lust. : D
Cake8cake on June 7th, 2009 02:59 pm (UTC)
mmmm, finally. I've been waiting for Hyde and Tetsu to meet for soooooo looooong. Guess I'll have to wait till next chapter =)
earnestinberlin: Haitsu- Fuck the height ruleearnestinberlin on June 11th, 2009 11:41 am (UTC)
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And guess what happens next, neh? : D
Cake8cake on June 11th, 2009 01:42 pm (UTC)
Ah, it was really good!
HOLY CRAP - you're going for 50 chapters? That's insane!!! x_x It feels like it's rounding off towards an end, now that everyone's happy... but I guess there's still so much more to do.
I want to see some romance for Miku ^_^
Man, I can't believe it's the same Miyavi that used to beat Bou up. I could never forgive him like Bou-chan.

Ne, you're not posting it on your own livejournal anymore??
Cake8cake on June 11th, 2009 01:42 pm (UTC)
ah, gomen. Sorry, just realised that it's your writing/etc journal ^_^
keykeyjahn on June 7th, 2009 04:24 pm (UTC)
it's getting closer...

for the german, it's wrong....

I guess you meaned it like “Don’t worry, Love”

But you can't just translate it..."Liebe" in German describe just the feeling, is not used as pet name

Better use "Liebling"


There were some other spelling mistakes..somehow since the last parts they increased and it's becoming a bit difficult to follow(sometimes even words are missing)

but still I like the story, even when it' becoming more and more drama and hyde is really becoming crazy...
earnestinberlin: Haitsu- NOMNOMNOMNOMearnestinberlin on June 11th, 2009 11:42 am (UTC)
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Aah. Sorry! I was just playing around... I'll keep that up in mind next time! ^^ Now there you have the link! I hope you'll like! ^^
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earnestinberlin: ManaxGackt- Convoearnestinberlin on June 11th, 2009 11:42 am (UTC)
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And you know where this is going. ^^
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earnestinberlinearnestinberlin on June 7th, 2009 05:54 pm (UTC)
As much as I usually dont want to comment back, my being so disciplined thinks that the only time to repjy would be when I have a chapter ready, this really got to me. But just you know someone did want this pairing and storywise they fit together.

I dont really know if its true though, Sugizo being German. But before I penned this story I read a little bit about everyone and was lucky enough to know that everyone- From Bou and Miyavi, Hyde and Tetsu- seemed to fall perfectly in place. Bleh.

Ellison Greynikuru on June 7th, 2009 06:49 pm (UTC)
This is...killing me in the best way ;D
earnestinberlin: tetsu- and the liesearnestinberlin on June 11th, 2009 11:43 am (UTC)
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Haha! Well, guess what's going to happen in the next chapter! : D
Khee_glance on June 7th, 2009 07:23 pm (UTC)
Okay....my new favorite thing is fast updates. XD

But, besides that, Oh my dybbuking Gackt the story!!
.....it's getting exciting.
earnestinberlin: tetsu- Fuck Hard.earnestinberlin on June 11th, 2009 11:43 am (UTC)
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And we have the next chapter. ^^ Hope you'll like!
hyprakktivhyprakktiv on June 7th, 2009 07:54 pm (UTC)
I found this on superrabbit_bou (I think that's how you spell it, but the poor comm's pretty much down anyways) and I started reading once, and then stopped because it sounded like your average cliche high school story, and then continued much later when I got really bored, and then it just got really fun and I liked it a lot.

Like how I love it right now. And the german part seriously made me lol... Even after taking German for 5 years, I had to reread it and pause for a second to realize it wasn't in english. XD (esl ftl)

Ahh~~ The angsty dramatics. How exciting. :D
earnestinberlin: tetsu- Poker Face {Fucking yeah :D}earnestinberlin on June 11th, 2009 11:45 am (UTC)
Chapter Update Link

Haha. ^^ Wow... well you find something new everyday. xD You too German? THat sounds totally epic. : D

And well, the dramatics kicks up a notch in the next chapter. ^^
urusecks: 8D yuukiurusecks on June 12th, 2009 07:01 am (UTC)
ahh, that was really good! :D

Okay, it's not good as in happy, but it's well written and I'm excited for the next part~

earnestinberlin: yuki- Sexy alien XDDearnestinberlin on June 12th, 2009 12:33 pm (UTC)
Ah, but I did update! ^^

It's on a new journal though. The last chapter is in cock_a_hoop69.

Here's the link to the next chapter:
ilovemypacifieriovemypacifier on July 14th, 2010 10:39 pm (UTC)
please write more soon!T~T i love this story great job on it!you're like a drama god or something!XDill be waiting for the next chapter!
earnestinberlin: yuki- Sexy alien XDDearnestinberlin on July 16th, 2010 02:45 pm (UTC)
Re: aW~
I already updated this :)
Please check out my other account
ilovemypacifieriovemypacifier on July 16th, 2010 08:28 pm (UTC)
Re: aW~
nice~i read it i loved it!!:D