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Same old same old. Comment, you'll be added. Add me, I'll add you back.

Tiny tidbit:

I'M A TETSU FANGIRL.

Don't go gaga over hyde in here unless it's for Haitsu purposes. Hahaha.

However... if you're not here to be my friend. You're not here because the sudden need to know me more or to tell your undying love incredible hate for the one and only me. Here's a list of crap I did.

( Fanfiction )

Title: My Heart Draws A Dream!
Author: earnestinberlin
Theme: 25. Holiday D:
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: MiyavixBou (main)
Band[s]: Solo Miyavi, Antic Cafe
Disclaimer: I don’t own them. I am not associated with them and no I don’t sleep with any of them.
Comments: omg. WRONG THEME. D: Why must I be so obsessive compulsive and follow the themes accordingly? D:
Summary: Bou is your not so average cross dressing student who has been going to Holy Garden University for the last two (and a half!) years. All he wants (and needs) is a quiet life and to finally graduate from the horrid school he’s been forced to attend.

Not going to happen to this cross dresser.

Previously:
Chapitre Un
Chapitre Deux
Chapitre Trois
Chapitre Quatre
Chapitre Cinq
Chapitre Six
Chapitre Sept (Bonus Chapter)
Chapitre Huit
Chapitre Neuf
Chapitre Dix
Chapitre Onze
Chapitre Douze
Chapitre Treize
Chapitre Quatorze
Chapitre Quinze
Chapitre Seize
Chapitre Dix-sept
Chapitre Dix-Huit
Chapitre Vingt
Chapitre Vingt-et-un
Chapitre Vingt-deux
Chapitre Vingt-Trois (Bonus Chapter Again!)
Chapitre Vingt-Quatre

( Standing in line to see the show tonight )

Title: My Heart Draws A Dream!
Author: earnestinberlin
Theme: 24. Hate
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: MiyavixBou (main)
Band[s]: Solo Miyavi, Antic Cafe
Disclaimer: My ownership extends this far. I can’t doooo eeet! D:
Comments: I know I know, I left this fanfic for dead again! I am totally sorry guys, I will update faster this time don’t you worry you’re little butts! XD
Summary: Bou is your not so average cross dressing student who has been going to Holy Garden University for the last two (and a half!) years. All he wants (and needs) is a quiet life and to finally graduate from the horrid school he’s been forced to attend.

Not going to happen to this cross dresser.

Previously:
Chapitre Un
Chapitre Deux
Chapitre Trois
Chapitre Quatre
Chapitre Cinq
Chapitre Six
Chapitre Sept (Bonus Chapter)
Chapitre Huit
Chapitre Neuf
Chapitre Dix
Chapitre Onze
Chapitre Douze
Chapitre Treize
Chapitre Quatorze
Chapitre Quinze
Chapitre Seize
Chapitre Dix-sept
Chapitre Dix-Huit
Chapitre Vingt
Chapitre Vingt-et-un
Chapitre Vingt-deux
Chapitre Vingt-Trois (Bonus Chapter Again!)


(  METRONOME! METRONOME! METRONOME!  )

Title: My Heart Draws A Dream!
Author: earnestinberlin
Theme: 23. Happy
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: MiyavixBou (main)
Band[s]: Solo Miyavi, Antic Cafe
Disclaimer: My ownership extends this far. I can’t doooo eeet! D:
Comments: This is going to be very annoying but...! The theme really wouldn’t allow me and I hate having to skip a theme. Usually this is where people would come to me with Pitch forks and try to kill me. xD
Summary: Bou is your not so average cross dressing student who has been going to Holy Garden University for the last two (and a half!) years. All he wants (and needs) is a quiet life and to finally graduate from the horrid school he’s been forced to attend.

Not going to happen to this cross dresser.

Previously:
Chapitre Un
Chapitre Deux
Chapitre Trois
Chapitre Quatre
Chapitre Cinq
Chapitre Six
Chapitre Sept (Bonus Chapter)
Chapitre Huit
Chapitre Neuf
Chapitre Dix
Chapitre Onze
Chapitre Douze
Chapitre Treize
Chapitre Quatorze
Chapitre Quinze
Chapitre Seize
Chapitre Dix-sept
Chapitre Dix-Huit
Chapitre Vingt
Chapitre Vingt-et-Un
Chapitre Vingt-Deux

(  Hi no de chou, machikado tsunderera ni ban home hen )

Title: My Heart Draws A Dream!
Author: earnestinberlin
Theme: 22. Greed
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: MiyavixBou (main)
Band[s]: Solo Miyavi, Antic Cafe
Disclaimer: My ownership extends this far. I can’t doooo eeet! D:
Comments: I know I know, I left this fanfic for dead again! I am totally sorry guys, I will update faster this time don’t you worry your little butts! XD
Summary: Bou is your not so average cross dressing student who has been going to Holy Garden University for the last two (and a half!) years. All he wants (and needs) is a quiet life and to finally graduate from the horrid school he’s been forced to attend.

Not going to happen to this cross dresser.

Previously:
Chapitre Un
Chapitre Deux
Chapitre Trois
Chapitre Quatre
Chapitre Cinq
Chapitre Six
Chapitre Sept (Bonus Chapter)
Chapitre Huit
Chapitre Neuf
Chapitre Dix
Chapitre Onze
Chapitre Douze
Chapitre Treize
Chapitre Quatorze
Chapitre Quinze
Chapitre Seize
Chapitre Dix-sept
Chapitre Dix-Huit
Chapitre Vingt
Chapitre vingt-et-un


( Give me, give me a man after midnight )

Title: My Heart Draws A Dream!
Author: earnestinberlin
Theme: 21. Forest
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: MiyavixBou (main)
Band[s]: Solo Miyavi, Antic Cafe
Disclaimer: I don’t own them. That’s all.
Comments: I am. Alive.
Summary: Bou is your not so average cross dressing student who has been going to Holy Garden University for the last two (and a half!) years. All he wants (and needs) is a quiet life and to finally graduate from the horrid school he’s been forced to attend.

Not going to happen to this cross dresser.

Previously:
Chapitre Un
Chapitre Deux
Chapitre Trois
Chapitre Quatre
Chapitre Cinq
Chapitre Six
Chapitre Sept (Bonus Chapter)
Chapitre Huit
Chapitre Neuf
Chapitre Dix
Chapitre Onze
Chapitre Douze
Chapitre Treize
Chapitre Quatorze
Chapitre Quinze
Chapitre Seize
Chapitre Dix-sept
Chapitre Dix-Huit
Chapitre Vingt


( I’m in the middle of nowhere and everywhere and somewhere )

Title: My Heart Draws A Dream!
Author: earnestinberlin
Theme: 20. Fear
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: MiyavixBou (main)
Band[s]: Solo Miyavi, Antic Cafe
Disclaimer: In defence, I would just like to declare that in likened to the idea of cannibalism. Human trafficking, slavery and sexual asphyxiation (the last one being a dear favourite of mine), is clearly frowned upon in most countries.
Comments: Wow. I’m actually kind of happy that there was two people who asked about *blank* and *blank*. : D
Summary: Bou is your not so average cross dressing student who has been going to Holy Garden University for the last two (and a half!) years. All he wants (and needs) is a quiet life and to finally graduate from the horrid school he’s been forced to attend.

Not going to happen to this cross dresser.

Previously:
Chapitre Un
Chapitre Deux
Chapitre Trois
Chapitre Quatre
Chapitre Cinq
Chapitre Six
Chapitre Sept (Bonus Chapter)
Chapitre Huit
Chapitre Neuf
Chapitre Dix
Chapitre Onze
Chapitre Douze
Chapitre Treize
Chapitre Quatorze
Chapitre Quinze
Chapitre Seize
Chapitre Dix-sept
Chapitre Dix-Huit


( C is for Carcass, that’s Good Enough for Me )

Title: My Heart Draws A Dream!
Author: earnestinberlin
Theme: 019. Family
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: MiyavixBou (main)
Band[s]: Solo Miyavi, Antic Cafe
Disclaimer: As much as this pains me... I would like to announce that I own not a single Jrocker ever. Liek. It’s a sad story.
Comments: Aaah... sorry... I’m trying to get this done as possible. It’s quite tedious. Hahaha.
Summary: Bou is your not so average cross dressing student who has been going to Holy Garden University for the last two (and a half!) years. All he wants (and needs) is a quiet life and to finally graduate from the horrid school he’s been forced to attend.

Not going to happen to this cross dresser.

Previously:
Chapitre Un
Chapitre Deux
Chapitre Trois
Chapitre Quatre
Chapitre Cinq
Chapitre Six
Chapitre Sept (Bonus Chapter)
Chapitre Huit
Chapitre Neuf
Chapitre Dix
Chapitre Onze
Chapitre Douze
Chapitre Treize
Chapitre Quatorze
Chapitre Quinze
Chapitre Seize
Chapitre Dix-sept
Chapitre Dix-Huit


( Little, Little, Little; Big, Big, Big )

Title: My Heart Draws A Dream!
Author: earnestinberlin
Beta: hyprakktiv
Theme: 018. Dream
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: MiyavixBou (main)
Band[s]: Solo Miyavi, Antic Cafe
Disclaimer: I’m a lonely city girl~~ *Now do you want me to sing? Of course not! xD
Comments: Wow... I’ve been abandoning this fic over and over. Will you any of guys ever forgive me? D:
Summary: Bou is your not so average cross dressing student who has been going to Holy Garden University for the last two (and a half!) years. All he wants (and needs) is a quiet life and to finally graduate from the horrid school he’s been forced to attend.

Not going to happen to this cross dresser.

Previously:
Chapitre Un
Chapitre Deux
Chapitre Trois
Chapitre Quatre
Chapitre Cinq
Chapitre Six
Chapitre Sept (Bonus Chapter)
Chapitre Huit
Chapitre Neuf
Chapitre Dix
Chapitre Onze
Chapitre Douze
Chapitre Treize
Chapitre Quatorze
Chapitre Quinze
Chapitre Seize
Chapitre Dix-sept

( 愛が足りない【オリジナル曲】 )

Title: 2 Seconds To The Top
Author: earnestinberlin
Beta: hyprakktiv
Theme: Suddenly I realized what locks are for
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: MiyavixBou (main)
Band[s]: Solo Miyavi, Antic Cafe
Disclaimer: It’s sucks to be me
Comments: Nothing much to say really.
Summary: Written for random_jpairing. We are all locked up, in a little box called the past. The chains that bind, and leave marks on the skins of wrists long after the- almost- suicide is done.


||In this state of mind, silence is a crime||
||From behind those empty walls||


( Why don’t you touch my heart? )

WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO MY TETSU ICON?????? THE UPSIDE DOWN ONE?



AND WHO REPLACED IT WITH THAT???? IS THAT WICKED?

HONESTLY, I'M QUITE PISSED. I KNOW THAT MUSICAL IS COOL AND ALL BUT I LOVE MY BUTT FUCK UGLY, STICK THIN BASSIST PLAYING COCK SUCKING UKE MORE THAN THAT.

UNLESS ITS ONE OF THOSE EPIC DO YOU LIEK MUDKIPS THEY DID IN DEVIANTART I AM JUST IN THE OFFICIAL STATE OF PIIIISSSSED OFF.

I DON'T HAVE THE FUCKING .PSD TO IT ANYMORE!


And why the fuck would anyone want to hack into my account god. Of all the people. *Changes password*

Title: Fifteen Nights
Author: earnestinberlin
Theme: 01. Rain
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Gackt
Band[s]: Solo Gackt
Disclaimer: I don't own them.
Comments: Trip ko lang. :D
Summary: Written for 15tokyo_nights. Gackt <3s the rain.


( Bakit Umuulan kng Gabi? Umiiyak ba si Mama? )

Title: My Heart Draws A Dream!
Author: earnestinberlin
Theme: 017. Depression
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: MiyavixBou (main)
Band[s]: Solo Miyavi, Antic Cafe
Disclaimer: I don't own them.
Comments: Sorry for the slow update! Explanation inside.
Summary: Bou is your not so average cross dressing student who has been going to Holy Garden University for the last two (and a half!) years. All he wants (and needs) is a quiet life and to finally graduate from the horrid school he’s been forced to attend.

Not going to happen to this cross dresser.

Previously:
Chapitre Un
Chapitre Deux
Chapitre Trois
Chapitre Quatre
Chapitre Cinq
Chapitre Six
Chapitre Sept (Bonus Chapter)
Chapitre Huit
Chapitre Neuf
Chapitre Dix
Chapitre Onze
Chapitre Douze
Chapitre Treize
Chapitre Quatorze
Chapitre Quinze
Chapitre Seize

( Gigpig Boogie and Shindemo Boogie  )

Title: My Heart Draws A Dream!
Author: earnestinberlin
Theme: 016. Denial
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: MiyavixBou (main)
Band[s]: Solo Miyavi, Antic Cafe
Disclaimer: I’m a lonely city girl~~ *Now do you want me to sing? Of course not! xD
Comments: I’m actually touched how people still want this thing alive. I feel... You guys make me feel so special, I just... I just want to thank you all for being so supportive! Because I’m so cool there’s this weird “interview” segment at the bottom xD
Summary: Bou is your not so average cross dressing student who has been going to Holy Garden University for the last two (and a half!) years. All he wants (and needs) is a quiet life and to finally graduate from the horrid school he’s been forced to attend.

Not going to happen to this cross dresser.

Previously:
Chapitre Un
Chapitre Deux
Chapitre Trois
Chapitre Quatre
Chapitre Cinq
Chapitre Six
Chapitre Sept (Bonus Chapter)
Chapitre Huit
Chapitre Neuf
Chapitre Dix
Chapitre Onze
Chapitre Douze
Chapitre Treize
Chapitre Quatorze
Chapitre Quinze


( My Heart Leaps For Ice Cream~! )

Title: 2 Seconds To The Top
Author: earnestinberlin
Theme: From behind those empty walls
Rating: NC-17ish? (I have no idea)
Pairing: MiyavixBou (main)
Band[s]: Solo Miyavi, Antic Cafe
Disclaimer: No, I don’t own them. But it would be nice to own them?
Comments: Hahaha, I love how I have two people say “Poor Bou” in the comments x3
Summary: Written for random_jpairing. From behind those empty walls the little stories you would never tell. No one’s supposed to know about them, because they’re the little secret that makes you special. A bit different from the rest.


||In this state of mind, silence is a crime||


( My loneliness is killing me, I must confess I still believe~ )

Title: 2 Seconds To The Top
Author: earnestinberlin
Theme: in this state of mind silence is a crime</i>
Rating: NC-17ish? (I have no idea)
Pairing: MiyavixBou (main)
Band[s]: Solo Miyavi, Antic Cafe
Disclaimer: Well, there’s Loop Ash, there’s Sony. They own those guys, I don’t and I don’t I can ever own them. So Please, leave my fanfics alone!
Comments: Guess where the title came from.
Summary: Written for: random_jpairing We have the cross dressing junkie who trades in sex to get his daily dose. We have the emotionally repressed maniac who is near to pulling the knife on himself. What’s better than that?


( Almost like a dream, before the snow falls, I hope we never wake up )

Title: My Heart Draws A Dream!
Author: earnestinberlin
Theme: 015. Death
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: MiyavixBou (main)
Band[s]: Solo Miyavi, Antic Cafe
Disclaimer: Sadly, I don’t get any money from writing this. So go find someone else to sue.
Comments:: So are any of you still game to read this even after months of not updating?
Summary: Bou is your not so average cross dressing student who has been going to Holy Garden University for the last two (and a half!) years. All he wants (and needs) is a quiet life and to finally graduate from the horrid school he’s been forced to attend.

Not going to happen to this cross dresser.

Previously:
Chapitre Un
Chapitre Deux
Chapitre Trois
Chapitre Quatre
Chapitre Cinq
Chapitre Six
Chapitre Sept (Bonus Chapter)
Chapitre Huit
Chapitre Neuf
Chapitre Dix
Chapitre Onze
Chapitre Douze
Chapitre Treize
Chapitre Quatorze

( It’s not a wonderful world, but it’s close to it )

That are all old and I just wanted to post here.
All were posted at the kinda defunct am_100
All of them are MiyavixBou.
Most of it are 100 words.


( And there's one GacktxMana by the way )

Title: Little T
Author: earnestinberlin
Rating: PG-13 (I have no idea, no one swears here)
Summary: Twilight Zone inspired. There is no lesson learned, no values applied, no morals told. Just accidents that in reality might never happened at all.
Comments: Stupid little thing that’s going to be in two parts I guess. I don’t know. I might never finish this because I have no idea how to finish this. I told you guys this is something unexpected. I wrote this after reading tons of Twilight Zone episodes. Yes. Read the summaries and not watch the show. I’m too lazy to go through the trouble of watching it.

( It’s wierd, but it can be weird but that’s too WRD )